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27 March As little as possibleNothing much really. Very little. Lots of Jdrama watching. Spending 3+ hours per day scouring job search sites. I'm trying to send out 2-3 resumes per day to decent candidates - but I'm finding relatively few. I had an interview with Amazon last week that I thought went pretty well, but I have yet to hear back.
Started playing Neverwinter Nights 2 but my heart just hasn't been in gaming since I finished S.T.A.L.K.E.R. I have the urge to drink sake! (all these Jdramas - lots of sake in Honey and Clover...)
Oh, one picture from Seattle Coffee Works from last Friday when I was in Seattle:
Hopefully more of something soon!
"My left name is tremendous savings, Ms. America!" 16 March Involuntary Outing of a SaturdayPast week update: Still waiting on the job front. Bored out of my freakin' mind here. Pounded down a whole anime series (albeit a short one - Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya) in 2 days (and really enjoyed it). Started another, Nodame Cantabile. I have some thoughts on anime, maybe I'll post them later. Got to play some Guild Wars with Jon and MS on Friday and that was a lot of fun. Been playing S.T.A.L.K.E.R. again and lovin' it. Danny needs job. Insert Gauntlet joke here. I miss having a gym. I need to move and join a gym and get a job. Yeah. Let's do that.
New Stuff: Today I went out. I really had 3 goals when I left. Check out PCC (local co-op and natural market highly recommended by other supermarket employees I've encountered.). Go to Remedy Teas (to see if it's the same as the one in Philadelphia) and Vivace Coffee (because it's supposed to rock) in Capital Hill. Buy groceries from TJs.
I ended up visiting 2 different PCCs (the West Seattle one was way better than the Greenlake one - http://www.pccnaturalmarkets.com) and bought some nice organic produce and some other goodies. Neat store that I'd probably regularly attend if it was closer to where I lived (it may be soon...) I got free sausages from the guy at the meat counter. He put 'em in a package and wrote "Sample" on the front. Told me to give 'em a try. The checkout lady thought it was so cool. I didn't go one after another.. I just saw another one while I was out (probably 5 hours later) and wanted to see how they differed.
I went to Teahouse Kuan Yin in Wallingford (http://www.teahousekuanyin.com) and, of course, after talking at some length with the employees about their selection, saddled up to a house favorite combination of their Yunnan and Yunnan Gold. Really nice teas there. Maybe a little on the pricey side. But pretty decent. Very decent selection. And definitely a great place to take visitors! You better like tea if you come visit me. Well, that and everything else. I sat and drank my pot of tea while looking out the window at the relative downpour (at least that I've seen here - NJ and CA rain put WA rain to shame! TX rain is probably the craziest I've seen in my life, though.) on the small city street. It was nice to be inside drinking warm tea knowing that once I finished my pot, I was going to have to slog my way back to the car... hurray!
I then drove over to the Capital Hill district - an area I'd not yet been to. It's roughly East of downtown and <gasp> on a pretty serious hill. Got to show off my manual transmission mettle in the face of hilly adversity. My clutch sucks donkey balls... or at least is just about as difficult as the one on the Celica <laughs> Who the hell puts a stop sign at a 45 degree angle on a 45 degree incline road and thinks to themselves "well gee, that's just fine...". Okay, I'm exaggerating... maybe.
In Capital Hill, I actually ended up at Victrola Coffee (http://www.victrolacoffee.com - a suggestion from the girl at Teahouse Kuan Yin) and happened upon Remedy Teas (I found out it was newer than the one in Philadelphia and my guess is that it is a blatant knock-off). You be the judge: Capital Hill: http://www.remedyteas.com; Philadelphia http://www.remedytea.com. Lots of walking around, driving, looking at houses and neighborhoods. Got a really lovely cappuccino from Victrola from a blue haired chick who was very impressed with her boobs. We had a little "discussion" about the virtues of various milkfat percentages in espresso drinks.
Drove a while more, took the West Seattle bridge out to... West Seattle and drove all the way to the North End and found a neat little park that allowed me to look back over at the cityscape. To be honest, I don't really like cityscapes. They're boring. They each show a slightly different city, perhaps, but they don't really offer anything interesting in the way of photography. They are not without hope, however. I enjoyed de-emphasizing the city in the later selection:
Boring City Shots:
Slightly More Interesting City Shots:
Most Overrated Landmark:
Okay.. it's a cool shot, but the Space Needle is really boring. Seattle needs a better icon. It's far too cool a city for that thing to be on absolutely every piece of literature in existance about the city. Boo.
Okay, then I went to the other PCC market and bought more. I realized I hadn't eaten anything since my meager breakfast, so I bought a cup of soup and a roll there. Saved my life, I think. I was really hungry! I then traipsed over to another TJs I knew about on the way home (and enjoyed a beautiful drive along the sound that I found last time I went to West Seattle - definitely a drive I will share with any visitors). Bought a big pile of groceries at TJs then drove home.
Lemony asparagus, yet another portion of my wonderful heirloom quinoa tomato dish from three nights ago, sauteed chicken breast with parsley and lemon, and a hefty bottle of MS's favorite Young's Double Chocolate Stout later and I'm saying good night to you all. I'll leave you with this shot of my suprisingly successful quinoa dish:
Talk with you soon, my friends. Hopefully I'll have some good news this week! If I don't, maybe I'll share a section of my brain with a bullet and the wall ;-) Let's hope we can just have some cake instead. 09 March Unhappy Meals: American Diet & Food IndustryMichael Pollan, the author of a book I'm currently enjoying, has written an interesting article (it's about a year old) on the western diet and the recent history of nutritionalism. It deals with the separation of the concept of eating whole foods and eating nutrients (we market things like No Trans Fat rather than "bread"). This distinction arose in the late 70s and now dominates our eating culture. A high quality article, to be sure if a little academic (read: not exactly efficiently written), but it still has a rich content that makes for a solid read if you're even remotely interested in why our culture of eating packaged foods may be killing us.
A little bit on The Omnivore's Dilemma (thank you Jason!): Corn corn corn. It's what we are as it's most of what we eat. Nothing new, but amazing to see it presented so. You never realize how much corn we actually get. I've actually been thinking about how my diet measures up as I really try to avoid packaged, prefabricated products wherever I can. It's undoubtedly better than average, but it's still surprising how many processed goods sneak into the most unlikely places. Hugely interesting if you've ever wondered about the relationship between dietary evolution and the leading causes of death. Mmm... sounds fun, eh?
The book suffers from the same academic writing plague. Sometimes you'd think they get paid by the word. Maybe I have been ruined by my study of the law, but every sentence that doesn't further your purpose shouldn't be included: like improvisational acting. I remember it from Anthropology: articles are often 10 times longer than they need to be. Just because you say the same thing 10 times doesn't make it any more true than if you say it well, once. It often feels like a stream of conciousness type writing rather than a carefully crafted argument. I find myself wandering past sentences that seem to have no effect and then having to go back to see if there was something buried in the text. It may just be that he's not the best author (I'm sure most academics who are forced to writing volumes of information aren't). 06 March The Search for.. LifeHello friends and neighbors,
I figured it was time for an update. So I'm done with the bar and I'm hot on the trail of the ellusive job. I know it's out there somewhere, and I'm doing my darndest to find it. I've registered with 5 or 6 search firms and tallied uncountable other resources in my job search arsenal. Is it enough? Who knows, but I'm going forward... one step at a time. I have a great little story to tell you about last Sunday when I went up to Daniel's broiler for Jonathan's birthday.. but that'll be covered in a subsequent post. Actually, there is a good chance I'll be interviewing for a job at Amazon.com next week.. but I'll provide more details on that as they arise.
So today was a big day. I had two meetings up in Seattle downtown. One with Corestaff and one with Robert Half Legal. Both went great. The agents I dealt with at both companies were very friendly and helpful. I had to be up there by 10:00 AM this morning, so I took off from Federal Way about quarter to 9. I parked in an expensive lot downtown (my parking fee was $24 today...) and found some breakfast at a little shop where I got a denver omelet on some bread. It was actually quite good. And warm. It was really cold this morning (and I didn't bring a jacket). And I had a small cup of coffee to accompany it. The first of many coffee drinkings today.
I then met with Robert Half Legal at 10. It was up on the 43rd floor of this very tall building and the view from the conference room was amazing! I could see a beautiful view of Mt. Rainier and of the surrounding city area. Totally amazing. I wanted to have my camera with me so I could really commemorate the superb view from up there. The meeting was done in about 40 minutes, so I had a little while before my 12:00 with Corestaff, so I went on a little adventure. I had heard about a great espresso cart (in fact the best reviewed espresso on Yelp for Seattle) called Monorail Espresso. Now Leah gave me a great Seattle guide which I had with me, but it didn't include this place so I started asking around. I walked far and wide looking for this place and it turns out I actually passed it twice during my search. I asked 9 people where it was an no one seemed to know. Finally, I found a guy who knew and I walked back to where it was located. There was a very pretty young woman manning the kiosk (it was a very small window with an espresso machine and just a little space) who quickly engaged me in espresso and barista talk. I told her how her location had garnered rave reviews and it earned me a free small capuccino. We talked a while more and she was a really sweet lady and all too willing to chat me up, even though piles of customers were coming up to the window.
I then headed on my way, back to my second meeting. I was early... so I went outside and took some pictures of the grounds outside the big Union Square buildings. Here are some of my favs:
And then I went back in my for my interview with Corestaff. It lasted about 40 minutes and then it was back to adventure. I really hadn't been to downtown before, so here was my opportunity to wander around to my heart's content. So, Pike Place Market it was! And wow did I find things. But first, some more pictures I took from out by the little park outside of it:
I met all kinds of people and saw all kinds of cool places and store. I spent a good amount of time talking with a cute girl named Vie (I asked her if she was a Hugo Weaving fan...) at a place called Rose's Chocolate Treasures (www.roseschocolatetreasures.com) It was a really neat little place that blends a little burlesque into the design and products. A little sexy, a little chocolate. How could I not check it out? They actually made their own chocolate for their truffles, conching and all. And she gave me a free Beet and Tangerine truffle and we had a great discussion about chocolates and truffles and I told her how I though truffles were the root of all evil in the chocolate world but that her place was more okay because they made their own stuff. I then walked a few doors down to a tea shop. One that Kent Webster sent me an email about, acutally. It was called Perennial Tea Room (www.perennialtearoom.com) and checked out their wares. Not a bad selection. A little more diversified than the place in Kent I like so much, but still a nice place. I also found all kinds of awesome things in the Pike Place market (awesome produce, fresh fish, fresh pasta, spices, specialty goods stores, all kinds of prepared foods, a crepe place I'll have to try, tons of arts and crafts). There was an amazing specialty foods shop that I pretty much fell in love with: wines, truffel oils, vinegars, tastings. The woman owner there was like my clone. She loved specialty foods of all sorts and liked everything she sold in her shop. How cool is that? I could only hope to have a job so neat someday. I signed up for their mailing list and I will definitely go back: $5 wine tasting, special limited evening wine and food pairings with a professional chef. Wow. I also got an Almandine (almond croissant) from a beautiful french bakery, a fantastic panini from a sandwich place with a very hungry and overworked employee. And there was a trip into a really nice knife store (Seattle Cutlery www.seacut.com) which has caused me to reconsider what my knife purchase will end up being. I just basically went everywhere and loved every minute ;-)
My last stop was also a great one. I was at Seattle Coffee Works (www.seattlecoffeeworks.com), a place that proprietress of Monorail Espresso told me I had to visit if I was a coffee enthusiast. It was an amazing treat! The owner (at least I would assume he's the owner), Sebastian, is a coffee fiend! He has 10 different coffee grinders at work sharing the best of local espressos and it was the first place in my life where I have seen an option for an espresso tasting, appropriately called "The Works". I had to bite. How could I not? So, three double espressos, hand pulled simultaneously and I ended up with this beautiful display:
Which was followed shortly by this beautiful display:
It was way too fun. I got to try an Italian style, highly mixed varietal dark roast espresso, a New Seattle Style (according to Sebastian) lighter roast, fewer origin espresso and a "transitional" espresso. The transitional one was my favorite (I found out afterwards that it was his favorite as well - a totally amazing espresso from a master blender roaster), though each had its unique flavor. We had a wonderful discussion about coffee originals and I got to talk with Kristi (the woman below), Sebastian's new assistant (she had started today). Both really nice people and way fun to talk with. I think I might have spent nearly an hour and a half in there. I also got to try an excellent Costa Rican origin coffee which Sebastian was convinced would eradicate my blanket dislike of most South/Central American coffees. It was damn fine. So, factoring in my earlier adventures for the day, I actually drank a good part of 9 shots of espresso today and a good half cup of coffee. This may be the most caffeinated day I've ever had.
And then drove home and here I sit with my leftovers from last night, huddled in my room with the rest of a bottle Viognier (Bear's Lair), my grilled chicken breast, some wonderful Bhutanese red rice, and some steamed broccoli with onions. Yum. What a great day! I really loved visiting that area - maybe I'll get to live up there. I'd be in trouble if I did!
Talk with you all soon!
01 March Bitches: A little sociopolitical discussionBtw: before you read this, know I posted twice today, so don't miss my lower post about the bar exam :)
Now, before I go any further, I should provide full disclosure. I'm not a big Clinton fan, the reasons for which I will go into in my conclusion. I don't care whether she's a woman or not and I don't care whether Barack Obama is black or not. And I really don't care whether John McCain is old or not (well, perhaps more so than the other categories). I am a member on www.barackobama.com because I have felt he's one of the few politicians I've ever heard of who has the desire to see a break from the pattern. I'm certainly not a democrat. I may be liberal on some issues, but I'm definitely not on others. Call me a change voter. Whatever. I'm a critical voter. And I want someone who will be critical of every decision. I only hope that Sen. Obama delivers at least some of that as I'm too young to run ;-)
But this is by no means an advocacy post, it's a discussion about something I've been hearing more an more about recently. The use of the word bitch in discussing or describing Hillary Clinton. I actually heard a female commentator describing the word with the same anger and alienation that she associated with inflammatory words like nigger or fag. I don't know about that. I think we have two discreet discussions here. First.. does bitch rise to the level of suspicion and hatred associated with those classic ethnic and sexuality slurs? And secondly, is bitch an inappropriate term to describe candidate behavior? I'll talk about them in order.
Is bitch different than those classic hallmarks of ethnic and sexuality hatred? I think when we use racial, religious or sexual slurs like those I mentioned, there is a system of use and not just isolated incidences of people using a word or phrase to describe a specific behavior or attitude. Sure it can be used hatefully, but I don't think anyone would argue that all women are bitches or that females belong to a category of objects called bitches. However, the other words I mentioned are used to blanket whole groups and while they may evoke certain stereotypes we associate with those groups, they are not measuring behavior or attitude. If we were claim that all women were bitches, hos, cunts, or any other blanket description, I probably would want to afford a similar status to the word bitch as I would to most other categorical distinctions. Nigger, I think, is a special case though because of the historical and cultural meaning that it has acquired. Sure, there are other words like it in our vocabulary (some of which have become popular with anti-Muslim) which have been used to describe perceived threats throughout history (see jap, commie and a hundred other examples). Does the male centered political machine see women as a threat to the balance of power of the presidency? Maybe some do, but I would guess many don't and, even if they do, I don't think the threat evokes the same level or kind of fear as the propagandized political extremism evoked by the other terms. They express their fear in other ways and maybe using bitch as a defensive term is one of those ways. It's not a categorical description, and therefore in my mind, is very different than other racial, ethnic, sexual, religious, or even genderwide slurs. Individuals can be bitches. Groups can be bitches. All women are not bitches unless the definition of bitch is radically changed.
And secondly, is bitch an inappropriate term to describe general candidate behavior or Senator Clinton's behavior? Presidential primaries have been elevated to a social level that I've never seen in the past. And it's not the average person that is doing it, I don't think. I think that so much of the frenzy is evoked by the dual mediums of the Internet and the media (I am not distinguishing popular or commercial media here - I mean the whole freaking media). The presidential primaries have become a commercial enterprise to drum up competition and excitement for the media. They sell it. They want to draw you in so you come back and so you care. So what happens? We're fed shots of candidates at their best and at their worst. We're presented with the bitchiest, sweetest, cutest, ugliest Hillary Clinton that thousands of hours of footage can muster. The frenzy of the campaign rally, the fervor of the televised debate, the zeal of publicized statements rebuking an opponent's attack. Sadly, it is everything that I wish was going away, not gathering strength. I really respect John McCain for trying to downplay it. Each candidate has tried to downplay it when it was convenient for making them look better. But to be an effective candidate, doesn't one have to be someone bitchy? If you don't rebuke an attack you're seen as weak. If you come out passive or unsure on an issue, you almost never curry any favor for it - you are seen as indecisive and strong leaders of course are never indecisive right? Bah! Isn't it better to ask questions sometimes? Or should we all just answer with whatever strikes our fancy at first glance? I know I'm getting off track on my discussion here, but I think there's a larger issue of what's going on at stake. They have to be bitches. I was so impressed at first with Obama's "no more politicing as usual perspective", but what choice did he have when the attacks came? Stand back and take it? Same is true for Clinton.
Now, is Hillary Clinton a bitch? And is that good? I've heard and seen quite a few debates now and I do feel that Hillary Clinton can be bitchy. She has a certain fake smile she uses sometimes and tone that shows aggression and challenge that we don't really like as people. It sets us our guard and makes us uncomfortable. Maybe even evokes an adrenal response. We get ready for a fight. They are our friends... looking out for us, right? I don't, however, think it's a bad thing. Good CEOs aren't always everyone's friend. Effective military captains don't always address their troops with a smile or a soft, gentle bedroom voice. Sometimes you need to take command, show some backbone, show your followers that you have command of the situation. It's probably okay for senators or house members in their congressional capacity, but we want to see happy, smiling, strong people as our figureheads. It's a weird thing this political disconnect. We want someone to be strong to support our issues, but we don't want to see that strength when it doesn't directly benefit us. There is a problem with using certain social tactics on a stage. You can't be fake. We see people act throughout our lives smiling, talking. We know sincerity. And we know fear. And we know frustration. I bet you know which ones we want to see from a candidate. Hell, I wanna see all of them, but most others don't. Senator Clinton has some traits in her mannerisms that alienate people. This is a social skill. It certainly doesn't qualify her as an effective leader or not, but it may qualify the efficacy of her candidacy, especially when you consider the profound role of the media in this campaign.
The media is moving this campaign like no other force I've ever seen. Promises of all night coverage for a primary? Mention of what's going on every single day. Now the reasons behind this are many (some of which I discussed above), but I think it's hurting all the candidates and our perception of the process. Sure, for most of my readers it's not as big a deal as it would be for the 'average citizen', but it still has an effect. I really think the polls and media have determined the course of what has happened. I doubt they are sophisticated enough to know how to control it, but they have guided the populace with their influence. Instead of gaining control of our election as we hoped we could, what with the Internet and greater access to resources in making our decisions, I think we actually have less control. I think that the media has made us its bitch. If only people invested more time in actual critical thinking instead of looking to stupid things like party names, media coverage, popular attitude, or "whether I'd like to have a beer with the candidate".
But, they won't. Being a bitch is murder on a candidate. Hillary Clinton is about as popular as Microsoft right now: Great at what they do, but about as warm and fuzzy as a porcupine.
Any maybe we don't need someone who is good at doing what they do. Maybe we need someone who says, "No". And starts asking questions: a candidate who will constantly be critical of themselves and of the political environment. Maybe we have one. Maybe we don't. Maybe we have one who says he'll be that but is really just good at showing what I want to see.
I encourage critical comments and remarks here! You guys are so quiet! I've gotten only like 3 comments and nearly 1000 page views. Bar Exams and BellevuesAnd now... what? What do you mean I don't have to study? Well... what do I do instead? Whatever I want? Are you sure? Can I get that in writing? Signed by at least 5 different regional religious officials wearing fuzzy sweaters and eating Gorgonzola? Oh, no, that's okay.. I understand your limitations.
That's right, dear people, Danny is finished with his bar exam. Huzzah! And I think it went well. I <gasp> enjoyed myself. Once you're there - once you've put in the long hours preparing and laboring over those horrible volumes - to actually write the exams seems like a break. I actually averaged about 34 minutes per question on my answers, leaving me an extra 11 minutes per answer... to leave early :) And, in fact, I left really early every session. I had done what I needed to do, so I went up to the fourth floor of the Meydenbauer Center and I watched the construction of all the buildings and I read a book and I called people. And in the evenings I did a little driving around Bellevue and ate out (Russian piroshki and borscht the first night and Chinese food the other two nights), I took several long walks, but generally took it pretty easy, hanging out in my hotel room watching movies or reading. I watched two movies I've never seen that I wanted to: Dr. Strangelove and Donnie Darko. But don't ask me how I did.. 'cause I don't know. I'll find out some time in the beginning of May - but it felt pretty much as good it could have.
Oh, I had one other 'guilty pleasure' while I was staying in Bellevue. I visited supermarkets! I went to the Whole Foods up there and fell in love. Best Whole Foods I've ever been in. Super nice people and an amazing selection of all kinds of things I wanted to try and buy. They actually had bulk teas there too! I also went to a little organic market down here in Federal Way called Marlene's which was also way too cool. That's it.. there's no way around it: I've become a supermarket fan. I find I'm more likely to go into cooking stores and markets than just about any other type of retail store, short of a specialty shop that specializes in one of my favorites (you know, the usual suspects: chocolate, wine, tea, coffee, cheese, sake). I get excited about bulk grains (Marlene's has fantastic bulk grains!) and unique product varieties. I hear I have a real treat coming in a local store called PCC (I think there are 7 locations around Seattle), so I plan to visit there soon.
Now instead of some fancy dinner out (oh, don't you worry that's coming), I went home Thursday night and I made myself a very nice dinner of whole wheat pasta, sautéed chicken with dried basil, onions, mushrooms, and fresh basil in a garlic marinara sauce. I accompany my completion dinner with a bottle (okay, half a bottle, Leah) of Smoking Loon Shiraz. Dinner was wonderful (I'll be enjoying the third helping tonight) Verdict on the wine: So-so, very dry.. probably would have been better with something even spicier. I think I've had it before, but it did the trick. Finished it up last night with.. some more pasta. It's hard to be one person - you have to learn to enjoy eating the same thing over and over again ;-)
So.. fancy dinner? Tomorrow night I'm joining Jonathan and his friends for his Birthday dinner at a fancy steak place called Daniel's Broiler up in Bellevue and I'm really excited! I guess it's quite the place! I don't get to wear my fancy suit though - apparently it's pretty casual dress. I'll wear my dark blue cashmere sweater instead. That way I can feel a little fancy, but not be too overdressed.
So I know.. what now. Well, as I've told everyone who's asked so far (you know who you are.): everything. New Job, new housing, car, health insurance, car insurance, driver's license, changing financial addresses = everything. It's so much and it all happens at once. I don't know where I'm going to be, how I'm going to get there and under what circumstances I'll arrive there yet. As much as I want to get out of here faster, I might wait to find a job or at least some more information before I secure new housing.
Thanks for all your support and help, friends. I'll keep you posted as to what happens next. To close, here's a specifically cute picture I took with my phone in Bellevue of some captured Ugly Dolls:
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